Good Morning all,
Okay so no one reads this shit and I’m sitting here writing to myself and posting it online.. WACKY! It’s all good. This more for me than anyone else. So… on with the it then!
It’s been a long time since I updated this thing. Mostly because I have been busy with drawing and trying to reconnect with old online buds.
It’s so funny how very little people change but then again when you are online… you have this one side of yourself that you show and a whole other side you do not. It is a bit hard to really know people online because of that fact. I have been working on being less judgmental towards people and become more open to understanding them by reading between the lines. I apply my own personal feelings and such to learn more about others and what they might be dealing with. It doesn’t always work but once in a blue moon it does.
I started a Art Blog in order to show my Artistic progress and to show more of myself as a human being to those that may have never seen that side of me. This is another way I try to connect with people. It also is a way I can connect with myself. The more I draw and try to express myself honestly… the more the past becomes the past. It’s a slow process but worth it. In a way it has changed me for the better… I hope.
Art is slowly freeing me from all the pain and loneliness of my past.
It does not matter to me if I become famous for my Art. I have no interest in becoming rich off my work. I am happy knowing that I can offer this to myself and to anyone that cares to see and understand the more content and Artistic side of me.
I know I still have issues to deal with but I do feel like I am heading on a more happy path in life. My honest desire is to inspire those still lost in the past.. To find their own way to a better way to live.
I mean… if you have to live outside the glass house… why not make the best of it?
Allen Padgett aka GFB
8/28/2011
P.S I am going to post this on both Blogs.. thxs
